Coming out of the Dark

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Cloning, Ranting, and Baked Ziti..

So I hit the send button before I even wrote the body here. Neat title, nonetheless :). Notice I've been incorporating food into my titles? That's because I know of one other person here that loves to eat as much as I do *nudging my wicked twin*.
First my rant so I can go back to living a civilized life. I woke up today in a mood that would make the meanest bad-asses cry out for their mommies. Nothing was right, and just the sound of B's voice could easily send me over the edge. Sometimes I wonder wtf people are thinking, or if they even do. I got up this morning to the sound of his voice telling Patrick to clean my car., and NOT in a nice way. It just set the tone for the rest of my day. Nothing he could do was right after that, so I figured I'd get myself out and allow us some time apart until I could chill. P and I went to the Library to do some research for an upcoming school project. He is presenting "cloning" , which I'm actually enjoying learning more about. At the library,( which is sooo cool- they just spent millions rebuilding it and it is awesome!) we went to check out some books- Now up until recently, Cybil had their library cards. There is a smaller branch right next to his house, and so it was just convenient for them to visit while they were there. They didn't visit often because both their schools have huge libraries and we always found what we needed at school. Soooo checkout was fun- 87 freakin' dollars in the hole because there were numerous unreturned materials!!!!!!! (hahah had to laugh, tho- one of the missings was a book called "prozac nation" ..Wondering if Cybil was considering it) hahhahahaha...Well, still in my very black mood, I drive over to Cyb's and tell him about the missing things, and the cost- What an ASS- he's ready to write a check- Instead, I move past him and right up to his computer room, and find everything!!! What a complete idiot! I then go back to the library- return the things, the lady waives the overdue fines, and I have P's card transferred to MY address, and a new card and # issued..Cyb calls me later and asks me if I still needed the $, so I said to myself- screw it- He inconvenienced and embarrassed me, I had to drive all over to get the books we need, So, because I'm big on NOT lying I said "there were over $50 in fines" just omitting the fact that they were also waived :)) No guilt there- He's never paid a copayment or dentist bill in his life. (see how I justify my evil? *grin*)
I came home, and because B is kind of a picky eater(actually he HAS to be, ulcers, etc.) I decided to make baked ziti with my world famous made-from-scratch sauce. I should be locked up on days like today-B ate it without a word.. It was truly delectable, but knowing I made it just to feed my bitchfest left me feeling a tad guilty.
Last night I watched "Deliverance" with Jon Voight. OMG.. I recall the dueling banjos, but actually when the film came out, I was much too young to see it. Creepy stuff! Just plain weird!
But I watched it all, by myself, long after B and the guys had gone to bed. Maybe that's why I was in such a mood today...
I am off to visit Pogoland and play games until I can't see straight- Hope You all are well :)
Later!! xoxoxo
Peace*,
Mad

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